The darker things in life
I meant to post this but I didn’t so…

BOTDF concert re cap

This one is gonna be really long but whatever. :D

So I get to the venue and I’m waiting for Leah. Start talking to this girl. Meet her group of friends. All super nice. Then Leah gets there and we start moving. And all of new years day comes out. I start talking to the lead singer (Ash) and guitarist (Jake) she tells me she loves my outfit and it’s what a true creep should look like. She also liked my fake blood. Finally (around 5) we get inside and I get a NYD shirt. We go inside and I’m 2 people away from the stage. I watch Haley rose. She was a cool acoustic act. Then New Years Day comes on. The boys were spitting fake blood and ash saw me singing every single lyric. Proudest thing ever.it was my favorite set all night. So proud to call them my favorite band Me and another girl felt jakes hair. I skip the bunny the bear to meet all of NYD. They all sign a poster I have. I got pictures with Jake, Nikki, and Ash. I drew ash anime style an Nikki was freaking out about it. He told me it was so cool. Ash told me she loved it. Ash also told me just to message her about anything involving our band. Also when I got a hug from Jake he picked me up. And when I got a hug from Nikki he bit my head. He had sharp teeth -_- I ran back in and saw William control. My mom said he had a nice voice. I got a video of it. He stood on top of the crowd and I held his knee up to keep him from falling. He also kissed my hand. I fangirled right then. Next was polkadot cadaver. Me and Leah thought we asked the merch guy what a cadaver was. It was the bassist. Lol. :D the guitarist hung upside down from the rafters on the ceiling and played guitar. When the singer said he wanted to see how many people he could get surfing at the same time I was the first to go up. I wouldn’t let anyone put me on stage though because I was afraid of diving ( you cant blame me. At the asking Alexandria concert a guy dove and no one caught him so he landed on his head and got a really bad concussion) but it was kinda fun. Next was deuce. Even though I don’t really like rap I liked him. One of the rapper held onto my hand for 5 seconds cause he saw how much I was enjoying it. I left during brokencyde to see Dahvie. He had to leave for his set but he hugged me and told me to come back to the tourbus after their set to get everything signed. I went back inside. Oh also I have a new gay bff. He saved our spot at the front everytime. I went back up to the front for brokencyde. Se7ven jumped on top of me and ended up kicking me in the shoulder. He was a lot heavier than he looked -_- we were waiting for BOTDF and people were insane pushing and crushing and Leah was going to throw up so I took her to the back. I went back into the back of the pit for unforgiven. They had a foam machine and it was awesome. Unfortunately when they started Moshing I couldn’t push the guys back because we were all slippery. Dahvie crowd surfed on top of a blow up turtle. We went out to the tourbus and got to the front because we were helping a girl in a wheel chair. We got a pic and my other shoe signed and Leah got a free CD. Then we left. It was the most amazing night ever. I wouldnt have missed it for the world. I met so many amazing people. Met so many awesome band members too.

Not even joking

I’m going to kill both my best friends. They leave me urgent voicemails all week while there on some expensive trip together and when I finally get a hold of them they say they were just bored. Oh… Thanks for the communication all week! I love your enthusiasm to keep in contact with me. I swear I’m on the brink of going into psychotic rage. All I’ve wanted to do is like break stuff. This is 7th grade all over again. I don’t have the strength to go through that again. Crying myself to sleep every night over them. I can’t do this… I just can’t. I think motionless in white is the only thing keeping my sanity right now. It’s all ive listened to for the past week (with a bit of industrial mixed in) this summer better be great. Or I might go over the edge.

Cute:) lol finger slipped and I
Posted the last post on accident.

Ok I want a pet rat really bad. Rats are soooo

Reblog if your tits are real.
My friend. -_- I have to teach her before warped. I really don’t want er going up to Angelo and being like “hi ryan!” and me face-plaming

My friend. -_- I have to teach her before warped. I really don’t want er going up to Angelo and being like “hi ryan!” and me face-plaming

Oh meme generator. You’re so much fun:)

Oh meme generator. You’re so much fun:)

you-are-unforgiven:

Any vampires everywhere fans?

you-are-unforgiven:

Any vampires everywhere fans?

OMG YOU HAVE NO IDEA how in love I am with Alex Koehler. No one knows the feelings I have for him. ;-; I seriously cry everytime I see his face. His tattoos, his everything. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS SO FUCKING PERFECT. I’m dying, I just want to see him already. Make babies with him, omg. I will not stop loving him. ;-; I remember seeing his beautiful face at the rabbit, & he looked at me & smiled. ♥

mishadacreatorr:

nnitemare:

mishadacreatorr:

peppermint-diick:

i know your feels omg.

Have you seen them live? If you did, I love you ♥

I saw him at the rabbit too! I know your feelings too. Lol we could form some south Texas Alex Koehler fan club

Really? :) Where were you? I was sitting on the speakers, lolz.

During Chelsea I was on the right side. I sat on the right side speakers during trivium and AA. But I was on the right front the whole time. :D
Dear parents,

Please stop insulting the bands I like. Just because you don’t like their paint doesn’t mean it’s disgusting. Oh, and not everything is for “shock effect” some people are just different. Some people want to paint their face. Get over it. I don’t need you to voice your opinion about it if it accomplishes nothing, makes me feel bad, makes fun of another human being.

Sincerely,
Your “alternative” daughter.

-_-